March 3, 2011 octoberlovee

its a long long time since i blogged. lazzzyyy just like how im allowing the fats to grow onto me. ):

loads of things have happened between this whole period of hiatus, its difficult to say everything. i turned 21! for 5 months already. it was a really memorable one, my first bouquet of 99 roses! :D the bouquet is so huge and pretty, smells so nice that im sad im left with a bunch of withered 25 roses. cos the rest were mouldy and had to be thrown away ): but i captured some very nice shots! (:

the wonderful boy that bought me the flowers, decorated my room with many ballooons ( that are amazingly still inflated today), and folded many origami animals and blew many other small balloons for me :D most importantly, the special present which i almost missed out cos it blended in with the balloons (:

other than that, internship is over and man i think i have loads of OT next time ): if i have kids i will quit. hahaha (: or transfer to a less taxing dept like tax or advisory. sounds better than audit.

so then its my last sem! i dont know if i made the right decision to graduate, i feel like i did but as a human there will always be a fear that i would regret my choice in the future. but im going to stick with my choice since i made it. at this point, i really need support and assurance. my heart is like a tidal wave and tsunami and i dont know how to calm down. i just need to know that someone believes in me.

i like this picture very very much (: i want to be a marshmalloww.

you know, some things you can never get used to. no matter how hard you try. but that’s all because i care.

 

weather report for tomorow: its going to be a gloomy day because I’m starting to feel lonely all over again.

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